My wheelhouse is broken
I cannot move
Wallowing in stagnant waters
I am empty
Listing to the side
My hull sticking to the mud
My paint bleached by the sun
I have lost my purpose and my way
Pieces of deck have been taken
Used to make rafts
And oars
Memories of travels and adventures
Wash through my wreckage
Consoling like Motherโs tears
This poem was written for Patrick’s Pic and a Word Challenge #210 – Wheelhouse. I have to admit, I had to look up the definition of “wheelhouse” for this challenge. The word not only means a covered structure over a ship’s (steering) wheel that protects the person steering the ship. But it also pertains to one’s area of expertise.
My wheelhouse used to be my career, my profession but as a mother who no longer has a job outside the home, I do feel like my wheelhouse is broken. What is my area of expertise now? If it’s supposed to be mothering – every day, my kids show me I still have so much to learn about being the best mom. Writing? I will leave that part up to you!
What’s in your wheelhouse?
ยฉ๏ธ iido 2019
Well done… you managed to work both meanings into your poem. ๐
Perhaps motherhood is your wheelhouse now? ๐
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Thank you! I donโt know if I would say I was an expert in motherhood but if motherhood was a cozy little structure on a boat, I would live there! ๐
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I don’t have children of my own but I know enough about them that there’s a line from a Stevie Nicks song that adequately sums most of them up, at least at one time or another:
I’ve never ever been a blue calm sea
I’ve always been a storm
But, damn if you can’t stop loving them anyway, and do everything you can to give them the best chance at a good life.
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These lyrics are perfect! I always think of โLandslideโ by Fleetwood Mac. โCan I handle the seasons of my life?โ especially resonates…
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motherhood is definitely your present wheelhouse, but that will be over far sooner than you think and then you can remake yourself as you wish ๐
my wheelhouse, not sure maybe people or kindness … know my writing and photography are ok but not gifted ..
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I beg to differ! I think writing and photography are definitely in your wheelhouse! Kindness and your astute observations about human nature are there too. You might need a double-decker wheelhouse!
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lol that presents a hilarious mental pic, a double wheelhouse!
No I still say my writing and photography are mediocre … I read and see some real talent here on WP, mine if fine but it’s not gifted. Maybe you are a little blinded by your kindness ๐
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Maybe! Although I know what I like and what resonates with me so maybe that is just what I am speaking to. ๐
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true, different things connect with different people .. and you have such a good heart ๐
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Beautifully written and strikes a chord. Motherhood is such a beautiful and worthwhile occupation, but sometimes it feels like we lose a part of ourselves with it.
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Yes – exactly! Thank you for this resonating comment! โค๏ธ
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It’s only natural that we all feel, confused at times, about which way to turn in our lives, but, maybe, that’s, just a sign, for us to, just, take it easier, because life will, find a way somehow…
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Yes – I also liked the idea of just sitting and letting the ebb and flow of life just wash over us – I think this brings clarity as well. Thank you for visiting and your comment!
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interesting definition of wheelhouse and also in the context of your poem. area of expertise could be something we do extremely well, have vast knowledge yet is it something we are passionate about. I would ask that question, for your poem suggests some parts that were broken were in fact the finest parts of that wheelhouse. Now becoming instruments of real good not phony at all. such wonderful words for deeper contemplation Irma. Writing is one of your strengths, that i feel is the foundation of who you are and something you will pass on to your kids.
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I agree, oneโs wheelhouse should be filled with passion and not just expertise although I donโt think the former is included in the current definition. I also like your idea, that in motherhood (as well as in life) that sometimes it the parts that are broken or that we think are lost that can become the most beautiful parts. Thank you for your astute observations and comments! โค๏ธ
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Lovely poem Irma ….it is true that we somehow lost touch of our expertise when we do not have a professional job outside home or apart from being a mother. I know that, as i am a full time myself now for the longest time
And now that my girls are all grown ups i am trying to find my way back to the academic world (as i used to teach)..
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Yes, that is my plan too! How are you finding it? Iโm sure the tools and skills you had in your wheelhouse before you took a hiatus are still there.
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Merry christmas Irma..sending you and your family love on this holiday
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Merry Christmas to you and your family as well! โค๏ธโค๏ธ
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Lovely poem. Unlike you, I didn’t have a look at the meaning but rather waited for Patrick to explain it, quite well, I’d say. What’s in my wheelhouse? Sand. ๐ (Since I still equate it with the wheelbarrow from my poem and post.)
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You can whatever you want in your wheelhouse, Manja! As long as it makes you happy! ๐๐
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๐ Yeah!
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